July 31

Charles, Marnie and the kids came over this evening. A fun night of swimming, s'mores, beer, and more swimming.It was one of those evenings that you never want to end. Bryon is getting tired easier now,and gets winded quickly. As he would put it, "my get up and go, got up and left"I am trying to do as much as possible and yet leave him some things to do. He wants to push himself even though he only has 1 good lung at the moment. I try to tell him to conserve his energy...yeah right.I hate to seem him this way.....I want treatment to start right now!!!!!! He has had some really good conversations with his kids and this lifts his spirits up. Today being Monday and we have it off, he pressure washed the deck and the gkids came over for a swim and some "grampa time" Seeing my Bry this way, getting tired quickly and having troble breathing scares the hell out of me. I have to phone Dr. F on Tuesday and light a fire under him. He wants Bry to see the onocologist earlier than the 17th.I want to see if he has made any headway.