Appointments

When dealing with cancer there are so many caregivers involved, places to go and appointments to be confirmed. I kept these numbers for Chemo, radiation, the lab and onocology on my Blackberry. Numbers that god willing I will never have to use again. Tonight they came off my contact list. To some this may not seem to be a big deal but for me these numbers represented the battle Bryon and I were fighting, one we hoped to win. They were our lifeline. Erasing then is one small step for me in learning how to live. The calender is still on Oct. 2010, various appointments in different coloured post it notes. Pink for chemo, yellow for radiation etc. I am not ready to get rid of it.....not yet.
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