Life sucks

Lately I have been feeling that my life sucks! I just can't se to enter that threshold of happiness. I try to remember all those others, the ones that are in the process of watching someone you love die, the ones who have just lost someone. I want to be happy I try to be happy but happiness is elusive. I'm not holding a pity party for myself I just haven't been able to be truly happy or content since Bryon died
I catch myself referring to him in the present tense or i'll wait up for him to get home. I know time is supposed to heal but how much time?

Miss you Pooter

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