The Problem

Going through my life I seem the have had the tendency like everyone else to put things off. I don't mean the "little" things like housework but what one day became a "big" thing. Before Bryon died he was sitting on the couch, he said he would really like a beer. I suggested that because of the meds he was on it was not a good idea. Would it really have hurt if I had just gone and got him a beer. It would have brought his some happiness. We rush through our lives and too often we miss out on so much. A strangers smile when we hold a door open, the quick smile a friend or lover gives you, it gets shrugged off. What I would give to be ab le to even brush Bryons hand in passing.I had lots of opportunity but often times I was "too busy" now it is "too late" maybe it is because I am older but it seems to me the world and the people are always in a hurry. No! It is not the world, it is us, the people in it. Sad thing is we all fall folly to this. After a death and all too late you realize that "there isn't always tomorrow" you can't go back. If you could I would be the first person to sign up. Bryons death was a rude awakening, I thought I had always made time for him, for us. Obviously not enough or I would not be blogging this. Slow down, the world will not end if you do but if you don't you might miss something precious.
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