August 04

Yesterday I called Dr. F to see if he could get Bry in earlier, they suggested that I call, which I did. Right, the phone message went something like"we will try to return your call within 24 hours" I left my phone # and a brief description asking if they could get Bry in earlier. If I don't hear from them by tomorrow I will call Dr. F again. Bry is really down, coughing up more blood and tiring really quickly. He is getting so down. I try not to let him see how I really feel, I have to stay positive for him. If push comes to shove I will go up to this Dr. Nobles office and get an earlier appointment. Tomorrow he goes to the podiatrist to see about his feet. He describes walking as having sandpaper rubbing his feet bottoms raw, and then having acid poured over that. Not a lot fo fun walking. Of course this is not covered by MSP. God, I am so tired and yet I can't fall asleet until early morning.I am so drained but nothing to what Bry is going through. If any of your reading this care to post you can, there is a place at the bottom of my posts.