Friday

Today was a far better day. Bry was able to stay up most of the day, he didn't go to work but that is fine. The pain seems to have subsided for the most part, still not much of an appetite, but the homemade cherry pie went down really well. He just seems so tired all the time. The girls were happy as they got an evening walk, something he could not do yesterday. Cancer gives a person a whole new outlook on life, the petty little things don't mean anything, you let them skirt by. You relish each and every moment, no matter how small, how insignificant. You live for the now, because tomorrows are so uncertain. You hope, you pray, you even try to bargain, but in the end no one knows. My prayer is, that I will, by some devine means have a minimum of 20 more years with Bry.
Carpe Diem!!!!!!!!!!!!