Monday Aug 16, 2010

And yet another Monday dawns, another day of testing for my Bry. This one was a bone scan, they inject you with some radio active stuff, you wait 2 hours( now that is fun in this heat)and then they run you under some kind of scan machine. Boy, am I ever able to talk "technical" Bry was quite inpressed with this little card they gave him, it states that he might be mildly radioactive but he is safe and it will be gone in 5 days. No air travel for that guy...lol This should be the last of the tests, then we see Dr. N. He will tell us if the cancer has spread, in which case it will be treated with chemo or if it is only in the lung then it is radiation and chemo. Judy(Bry's previous wife) called yesterday, we had a nice chat while Bry got out of the pool. It is so nice to hear the two of them having a good conversation and laughing. The weekend was not all that great, Bry was coughing up a lot of blood and had no energy...this I passed off to the heat....that is my excuse and nobody is going to change it!!!!!!!Whilst we were sitting by the fire Bry said that this would all be easier if I didn't love him so much but I do. There is nothing I would not do for him.It is a fine balancing act, letting him do things for himself all the while I want to do it for him. I never really expected our lives to be taken down this path, but it is one that we are on now.
My pills are kicking in so "good night all" and thanks for all your support.