Monday

I don't think that it gets "better" with time. I think that you just learn to live with everything....the "new reality" Numbness becomes the norm.Sure you go out, meet with friends, laugh, act normal but that is just because everyone thinks, albeit quietly, that you should be able to move on. Maybe somwhere down the road my thinking will change, I will remember the happy days, the 23 wonderful years I shared with Bryon not the emptyness, despair. If I only knew, I would not take one single thing for granted, but let's face it, everyone thinks there is always time. Wrong..... time can be snatched away in a heartbeat.