One week ago

It has been one week since I buried my husband. A big part of me went with him into the ground. Funerals are the ending of a chapter in life, Bryons funeral brought home the stark reality that he is really dead. I have been living in a fantasy world, keeping busy planning his funeral, as long as I was busy I didn't really have to face this fact. I am so tired, I want to shut myself off from the world, I need time.