One year ago

One year ago today is the day that we sat in the doctors office and heard the words "You have cancer"  I knew that our world as we knew it was about to change, I never thought for one minute that Bryon would die. Cancer was a battle that we could fight, a battle that we would win. I look back and wonder if there was anything I could have done, anything that could have helped.When we went for treatments should I have had him wear a mask, hospitals are a breeding ground for infections, would that have helped? The answer is "I don't know" I am trying to not play the "what if" game for it will surely drive me crazy. Bryon fought so hard, we kept every appointment I read up on everything I could on cancer. We were determined to face this as we did every pitfall in life.......together and head on. My buddy is gone and I am left to face the world head on, but I know that he is here for me if I need him.
Miss you Pooter.....don't forget....behind the moon.