Dec.19,2010

Today Kris and I did the christmas tree.....yipee!!!!!!!! Once again I was reminded of all the things that Bryon did for me,making sure the tree was straight, cutting the end off, just the little things. Damn thing is, you think you are having a good day and whamo, you get blindsided. Went to dinner with Shaunee, Chelsea and Shay.
It was the second time seeing our latest granddaughter and she is a cutie. It was one of Bryons fondest wishes that the family be reunited...darling, we are well on our way. He never lost faith.
I wish that I could find some comfort in knowing that he is no longer in pain but being in pain meant that he was alive and that the pain would go away when he finished treatment. I guess it seems that I cry at the drop of a pin, I never used to cry. I miss you so much. Most evening He gives me a gift, the moon shines down on the girls and I. I must look and sound like a lunatic talking to it but it is Bryon I am talking to.
I love you, I miss you.