Tuesday Feb 22,2011

Happy Birthday Bryon. Today is your 64th birthday. All the kids except one texted me to let me know that their thoughts were with us today, they all miss you. Bryon, you should be so proud of all of them. They have grown into wonderful adults, understanding and compassionate. I don't feel anything but numb, I feel as if I am cried out. We were robbed, we should have had many more birthdays together to celebrate. I had to keep my mind occupied today so I started to clean out the office, one of the many chores that I have. If I keep really really busy then I don't have time to think, time to miss. The one problem is, that eventually I get to tired to do anything and I start to think.
Happy Birthday Darling, I miss you so much.